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I sit here in the wake of more than a year's worth of what would become UberFemme content, gone, deleted, no backup, not even recoverable by Google.

The heaviness of the loss is a noticeable weight on my shoulders, or shall I say my back, attempting to keep me down. In my spare time (which I don’t get much of), I would squirrel away in our pitch black pantry for just a few minutes to write thoughts which I felt God gave me to share with others.

The vision was to take this gold of valuable encouragement and life insights, translate them into official blog posts and down the road taking snippets for a book. I have felt the call from God to counsel others all of my life, starting at a very young age. The wisdom often comes from somewhere inside and has historically been shared to encourage and guide my close family and friends. I know that decades of this has been practice for when the time would come for me to walk into my calling, sharing with all those who would be encouraged by these reflective God-given thoughts.

So here I am a month before UberFemme’s launch, without the security of a mountain of content to lean on when I’m too over subscribed to write more. My only choice is to trust that God will continue to have my back, to continue to show me the way, to show me how I can be His servant to His people. Here’s to clinging to faith, clinging to the only thing that remains when all seems lost.